
My lil’ bro Justin getting his jacket fitted for Jeremy’s wedding (February ‘09).
I ran into this picture while organizing my 2009 photos (yes, 2009). I first fell in love with photography because photographs can ostensibly “freeze” moments. There’s no other medium like photography that can evoke emotion, tell a story, and capture life within one frame; pretty amazing stuff. That being said, as I continued to look at the photo I realized that a photograph couldn’t do that moment justice; it was literally a nanosecond in a full day. At best, it offers a glimpse into the fullness of that moment.
As I continued to organize photos I came across this photo, also taken in February that year:

I love this photo because it means a lot to me emotionally. These are two of the people I am closest to in the world and this was our first time going out together to take photos. I look back on this photo and remember all the laughter, the beautiful sunset, Matt slipping in the parking lot because of a patch of ice, Jeremy helping teach Matt and I how to use our cameras properly, the banter, and us just growing closer together as friends. While I love the photo, it was the same thing. The photo could only offer a glimpse into that evening.
Looking at the photo of my friends and I take pictures of the sunset reminded me of one of the best sunsets I’ve probably ever seen in my life. (I’m going to warn you that I’m about to sound like a major hippie here, but I’m from Oregon so cut me a break for being a stereotype once in a while.) The sunset below nearly brought me to tears. The beauty of the colors, the vastness, the depth and intricacies of the light, the contrast, the cool breeze carrying the smell of the Arizona desert, and general setting just left me in awe.


At the time I remember yelling to Jeremy, who was dawdling down the mountain, “DUDE!!! ARE YOU SEEING THIS!? HOLY CRAP! IT’S LIKE THE SKY IS ON FIRE!!!” I continued on like that for about 30 minutes. During the entirety of the sunset Jeremy and I could only take a couple of frames and look at each other occasionally and shake our heads in disbelief. It was just that kind of sunset. Still, as beautiful as I think the photos turned out, I feel like they absolutely do not do the sunset any justice. The fact is, my camera was not even close to being capable of capturing that sunset. It could only handle part of the infinitesimal degrees of detail in the shades of color and contrast in the sky, capture a few miles of what seemed to cover the entire visible sky, and essentially offer a glimpse of the experience as a whole.
You know what though? I’m okay with that. I love living in a world where no camera ever invented has the capability to do justice to a sunset that nearly draws you to tears. A world where nothing can replicate the way the smell of fresh cut grass makes me feel. A world where I can fly in a plane and still imagine what it’s like to soar like a bird. A world where everywhere I look there are reasons to say, “Wow.”
If life is a mist, a glimpse, a flash, of the fulness we’re to experience…I’m pretty excited.